Thursday, February 19, 2009

Day one.


I don't feel like indulging in an angst fueled "Dear John" today.
My lap top...the fundamental file cabinet of my life was wiped clean today of everything.
Thousands upon thousands of photos from my college years, 12,000+ songs I called my soundtrack, and hundreds of my short stories and essays are gone.  Forever.
I feel like I have died.

This reliance on technology is eating away at me.  Maybe this is a blessing, but damn it...I don't believe in blessings!

So.  Today.  I.  Start.  Over.